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I used to value all life quite highly. However, the consistent evil actions against me merely for doing good helped me reassess my first opinions. Life that forces us to stay in the past is life that is hurting the collective. Life that refuses our own human evolution is life that is hurting everything around us. They ... |
I pray for a world where I can complete my mission. I pray for a world in which I can find my Ivory. Please God, help me find my Ivory. I can't do it alone. I need your help. I am nothing without you. Please God open the doors for me to be able to advocate for paedophilia in society and be heard. Please God help me to ... |
However, this action will be the end of the world as paedophiles everywhere come out and declare that they too should be allowed to have relationships with children. But most of these people will not be like me. |
To finish this chapter I will refer to my hardships failing to publish my book Psychiatry 101. It is my case study: 296 pages in which I managed to extract from the mental health system in court. However, Kindle Direct Publishing refuses to publish this book because it is not perfect: they are scans and some of the tex... |
What happens if I make the game and then no one is interested in it? I don't control what is popular and what is not. Satan controls that. What happens if my game is stopped like so many other ventures in my life? I hate wasting time. I value my time highly and want it spent on investments that can reach other people o... |
Quest 17 |
Game Objective |
December 31, 2019 |
I hope you had a great holidays my love. I had friends over last night and we had a few drinks. I am going to have a few friends over tonight as well which will be fun. Celebrating is not bad. However, celebrating the way society does is bad. Stay away from big parties and clubs. That is not your scene. Your scene is q... |
Do not envy others. You are in the best situation possible. Simple luxuries such as excess wealth will not get you any closer to heaven. In fact, just the opposite. Why would you envy another who is in a worse situation than you? It is almost impossible for the rich to earn themselves a spot in heaven. For their physic... |
"Again I tell you, it is easier for a camel to go through the eye of a needle than for someone who is rich to enter the kingdom of God." |
Matthew 19:24 |
Although a lot of what I present may sound difficult and full of suffering, however, I want to make it clear that we are in the best position possible in this life. The only worthwhile investments are spiritual. All other investments that are not spiritual should be only utilised to keep your physical body surviving. T... |
We must be very careful how we do this, my love. Because our actions to make our relationship work will have a casual chain. If I am allowed to have you, then paedophiles around the world will think that they also have that right. But that right is earned and not given freely. We will have to spend a long time contempl... |
Have you worked out all the details of my game yet? I am playing my game here for you so that you can understand how the game is played. My love letters to Ivory are there to show you an example of a plot device that can engage your readers. This book is part of my game and was created as an instruction manual for the ... |
No matter what happens, my love, I am here for you. Even if we don't manage to find each other in this lifetime, that is okay. God knows my heart and whatever happens will be God's desire. Maybe I am just a precursor to someone else who will succeed in what I am proposing. If I am gone from this world, please use my wo... |
I have got the point of no return with my work. I am all in. My name is Wendell Charles NeSmith and I am a paedophile. Paedophilia in its pure and unadulterated form is beautiful. I live in a really stupid society that cannot see the benefits of such relationships. I will no longer be secretive about my intentions. I w... |
"Blessed is the man who remains steadfast under trial, for when he has stood the test he will receive the crown of life, which God has promised to those who love him." |
James 1:12 |
What I am presenting here is very logical. However, that doesn't stop me from getting banned in all types of forums. It doesn't matter how logical I am. The topic makes most people uncomfortable. But here is the problem: if we cannot talk about our feelings, especially when it is something as complicated as being attra... |
The only way to fix this problem is to allow paedophiles to open up. We need to have counsellors who are trained in how to help people who are attracted to children understand and live successful lives with their feelings. And we need to make it extremely difficult for a paedophile relationship to exist in this world. ... |
I am not against a paedophile relationship between an older woman and a younger man. However, this process is much more effective in its reverse. The man can spend the beginning of their adult life setting it up for his future partner. Men should take care of their women. Because of this, men can choose to spend the be... |
I don't want you to be scared of this world. Because I will protect you from it. I have spent my life facing off with demons and am no longer scared of anything. I have made this life to transition you into it. There is a placeholder in my life and only awaiting the right woman to come along and fill the position. You ... |
I am not providing immature thoughts. These are my deductions over a lifetime of examining the world and contemplation about it. I know that I am right so I am immovable. Nothing can distract me from my mission. Because I made these deductions as a paedophile in the world. I felt every single blow as my heart's desire ... |
We are chaos and we are about to take over your world. We thrive in chaos. We will bring chaos into your world. But we don't work for the sake of chaos. For anarchy is required when changing between any system of government. Our chaos for the sake of future order. Because even though we are in business as usual mode, o... |
What I am doing is good and not bad. Destroying this world is good and not bad. We live in the end times, and if we didn't, we would make it the end times. It is time for the last Adam and the last Eve to stand up. We have God in our side. There is no way that we can lose. The truth is that we have actually already won... |
Quest 18 |
Video Game |
January 4, 2020 |
The video game is the best game in the world. I discovered how using video to record your thoughts not only exponentially increases your learning potential, but also exponentially increases your confidence within yourself. Because you have to edit that video and then you have to watch that video. If the content is real... |
Since I started writing this book, bushfires have started all around me. It is summer in Australia and this year our bushfires are worse than they ever have been in the past. It is causing our cities to be filled with smoke. Canberra, the heart of Australia, is full of smoke and everyone is panicking. This has never ha... |
Some days the smoke is so bad that it is difficult to see directly in front of you. Sometimes, the sky is completely red. Just recently a large group of people were stuck on the beach with fires all around them. Today my friends purchased gas masks. |
"But the heaven we see now and the earth we live in now have been kept by His words. They will be kept until the day they are too be destroyed by fire." |
2 Peter 7-8 |
Remember my book that was rejected from publishing by Amazon? Situations that hit a brick wall are oftentimes merely a waiting game until you figure out how a way to make it happen. Because even though right now your work is being rejected, eventually it is very likely that we will find someone to publish it. That is w... |
"And do you be patient, for your patience is but from God; nor grieve over them: and distress not yourself because of their plots. For God is with those who restrain themselves and those who do good." |
The Holy Qur'an 16:127-128 |
I was in a huge hurry to find her because I keep growing older. But I had to learn to throw away that idea of me growing older, for it matters not. We all live to different ages and I look extremely young for my age. So this enabled me to continue my work for Ivory even though our ages keep spreading out further and fu... |
I focus on multiple projects at the same time but eventually, they will be completed and I must assess my next move. I will immerse myself in game creation but this means you will have no new chapters or videos from me for a quite a while. During this time, I recommend you investigate my past work. I especially recomme... |
Carry your camera around and find isolated locations in which you can film. But this makes it really difficult to record as you come up with great ideas and want them noted down as quickly as possible. People in the background doesn't matter as long as they can not be identified. So when you think of something brillian... |
You can use whatever recording method you want for this process but video is by far the most rewarding. Because you grow very quickly when you become comfortable in front of the camera. You also learn many things that you like and dislike about yourself because you are viewing yourself in the editing stage. Doing a lot... |
I recommend that you both make videos and write books. I have a chapter on how to write a book in my book The Great Awakening. Basically it is one sentence at a time, one paragraph at a time, one chapter at a time. Just start off with presenting a topic that you feel very strongly about and have contemplated for long p... |
You can pursue any knowledge passions you have, but my Ivory and I are philosophers. We use science, religion, mathematics, sociology, and many more fields of practice to discover the truth. We are polymaths which mean that we pursue a wide range of practices. But our core is philosophy because there is no better activ... |
And why would it do that? Because Satan is the head of this collective and he wants everybody to burn in Hell because Satan knows that he is headed for Hell and he is attempting to obtain as many slaves there as possible before he is sent there. Satan controls the collective. And you have to escape it if you value the ... |
I can't spend every day of my life searching for you Ivory. At a certain point with my work I am required to stop and pray that what I have already made somehow reaches your eyes. There is a time for everything and right now is the time for writing. However, the time for writing has almost passed and as a result, the t... |
I don't see any way that I could be able to find Ivory. Because my fans have serious ADD problems. Fans usually get obsessed for a very short period of time and then drop me. But no matter what the reality of my situation, I trust in God. Because it is not me who is in control of finding Ivory but God. If God wants us ... |
Quest 19 |
High Life |
January 9, 2020 |
My name is Wendell Charles NeSmith and I am a drug addict. But I am not your typical run-of-the-mill drug addict. In fact, I am a philosopher and graduated at university with that degree. Currently I am working on my Master's of Education (Knowledge Networks and Digital Innovation). I am also currently developing a 3D ... |
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