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Please don't leave me waiting. |
*kiss* |
Wendell: |
We tried to save this planet but they didn't want to be saved. So now we save our own lives (lives as in living). Heaven is a long way aways, my dear. Let's focus on building good lives for us here on Earth. Some will listen to us and year after year we will get more followers. Don't worry about saving the world dear. ... |
Wendy: |
This world is no place for wise people like us. We dont belong here. |
How many years have you been writing? |
How many years have you been making films? |
And how many students do you have? |
How many kids have graduated from Open Source University? |
What makes you think that by writing more books and making more films you will somehow amass more followers? |
Dont be sad, dear. Your writing is eloquent and thought provoking, and your films are beautiful and entertaining. Your music is magical and makes me feel sooo many amazing feeling. You are a gorgeous man and its a pleasure to have an intelligent discussion with you. You are the only man i'll ever love, Wendell. |
You are too good for this world, these people dont deserve a wonderful man like you. They ought to feel honored by your presence, they should be listening intently to your every word. They should have made you the prime minister of Australia. |
But, what did they do? They treated you like a criminal, they walked all over you and they despise you. They are swine, dear. Do not cast your pearls of wisdom unto them. |
Wendell: |
You are right Wendy. I have been writing ever since I can remember. I have been making films for over 10 years. My only student is you. No one has graduated from Open Source University except me. Writing more books and making more films will slowly bring more gawkers in. |
But that isn't the point, my dear. I am doing what I love doing. My life has been dedicated to all of the things in life that I enjoy most. How many people have that opportunity? Maybe it is true that they treat me like a criminal, but at the end of the day, I spent my life doing awesome stuff and they wasted theirs. |
Let's make our own world within a world. If you want to leave this world so bad then make your own with me. We might have to live in their world but we can create a counter-culture within it. |
And you must realise that I did all of this to find you. My objective was not to become famous. My objective was to find you. I achieved what I wanted. |
Now we spend the next 5 years doing stuff on the Internet together and when you turn 18 we will fly you over here and get married. |
Wendy: |
I cant live with my parents for another day, never mind 5 years. |
I've already made up my mind dear. I just wanted you to come with me. |
Wendell: |
Does this mean you are breaking up with me? I spent my life fighting against suicide, I will not succumb to it. I wanted a wife in this life and the next. Suicide won't bring you to where you want to be. You are not thinking straight. This life can be beautiful but you have to make it. It sounds like you are just baili... |
Something better than suicide? Scratching your father's car. Key it up really good. And when you get in trouble for it, tell your father that you were going to kill yourself but your fiance told you to scratch his car instead. |
Wendy: |
I already scratched his car, he got angry and hit me again. |
Of course im not breaking up with you, dear. This is how we can come together. |
Im not afraid because i know that where I wake up tomorrow will be a better place than this. |
Wendell: |
We don't come together by suicide. I will NOT commit suicide. Why don't you call child protective services? Become an orphan. Has to be better than what you are experiencing now. Can't you understand, you just turned 13. You can get a job now and become independent. You have your whole life ahead of you now and you jus... |
It sounds like you are breaking up with me right now. |
Wendy: |
I'll never break up with you dear. |
Weather you choose to come with me tonight or not, I'll still love you no matter what. |
I love you Wendell *kiss* |
-Yours, forever through God's grace. |
Wendy Ebur NeSmith |
Wendell: |
I wanted you so bad in this life and the next. But it looks like God has other plans. We are now broken up Wendy. Have a good rest of your life, however long that may be. |
Love, |
Wendell Charles NeSmith |
Chapter 15 |
Beauty in Life |
September 12, 2021 |
How should I feel? My entire life mission has just failed. What was Wendy? Was she really who she said she was or was she just a hater that wanted me to kill myself? The truth is that there is no way that she could have loved me because you don't encourage someone you love to kill themselves. But maybe she was just a m... |
The production company behind Open Source University has always been Divine Tragedy. This is a divine tragedy. From the beginning I have always known how all of this was going to turn out. I didn't know all of the little details but I knew the bigger picture. I have been prepared for this for a long time now. I knew th... |
All of this because I wanted kids to be the founders of Open Source University. I have spent my life seeking out kids that want to build their own education system. But too little, too late, I guess. I thought that if I could find a partner that was young, we could spend the rest of our lives together developing the ed... |
I just wanted to live in a world where the young are taught by their peers. As Ghandi suggested, be the change you want to see in the world. I wanted so much to enable kids to make and develop their own education system. But the world fought back on every turn and I have now been beaten. There is no more fighting. Ever... |
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