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October 22, 2020
I think that my life will be divided into two sections. 1984-2020 and 2020-whenever I die. The first part of my life was dedicated to obsessively attempting to save the world. After mainly receiving abuse over my life for doing so, my mind goes calm. A lot has occurred in my mind over the last few months without medica...
I know a handful of people who have been chemically castrated by the government. These people do not like being forced medications. For a time, the government forced medications upon me that made me feel terrible. However, I managed to get removed from the order that bound me and eventually decided to remove all Wester...
I no longer value human life. This was not always the case, for I have been an adamant promoter of the “All Lives Matter” movement. However, through much experience and abuse, I have come to the conclusion that none of you fuckers matter. I am not exception. No one cares about me. People constantly demand that I do not...
You might feel special, but you are not. You are a worthless piece of shit. You constantly refuse to do the right thing but regularly embrace the wrong thing. You are selfish and can only think of your own benefit in all things. You examine people while they talk assessing how they can be of use to you instead of how y...
The minorities in which endured your abuse and still chose to do good despite your evil, will go to Heaven and their suffering will be removed. Those who lived a life suffering doing good will live an eternity in Paradise. Those who lived a comfortable life doing evil will live an eternity in the flames. The representa...
My fellow sufferers: do not worry. You are in a better position than anyone else in this world. If you suffer not, then you never have to suffer again. Endure your suffering so that you may find peace. If you are not suffering in this world, then you are definitely doing the wrong thing. And this being the case means t...
I live because I am not dead yet. Because I am not dead yet, I type. I used to make videos, but they were very personal, and I just kept receiving constant abuse for them. So, I have now stopped making videos and I will only write. I don’t have to write if I don’t want to. Honestly, my life’s work is complete. I am rea...
You are disgusting in body, mind, and spirit. I want nothing to do with you. You have handed over authority to our government to oppress all people through the application of its medical system. You have enabled the government to expend its efforts constantly searching for political dissonants. You praise the governmen...
I want bad stuff to happen to this world. I am very happy every time bad stuff happens to you crazy people. Every day I look forward to another disaster or another police shooting. Every day I look forward to seeing you being acquiescent and as a result, losing all of your freedoms. I very much enjoy watching the resul...
The thing is: the occult has already won. They are now raking in their chips, for they just won the poker game in life. And that means that they can easily enslave any idiot to do any job that they desire merely by “employing” them. For money talks and the idiots of this world beg for their enslavement as long as they ...
The creations of this world are a reflection of the people of this world. What and who is popular demonstrates the hearts of the people. Collective psychology is a very easy thing to assess. You can determine the priorities of a society by what it is that they produce and enjoy. Your society is sick. The proof is in th...
Almost every day I make the same prayer. And it usually goes a little something like this:
Dear God, Please take me home. I don’t belong here. This is not my world. Please strip me of my unwanted life. Please end my suffering. Please take me back to my real family. This place is not for me and they don’t want me here.
I don’t have any true friends in this world. I do not have anyone that I can trust in this world. I do not have anyone to support me in this world. I do not have anyone who appreciates me in this world. I used to want these things for the first 36 years of my life but no I have become indifferent. Because it took me 36...
I have dreamed my entire life of a soul mate. I have spent over ten years looking for her. But then I realised that she doesn’t exist. She was a fabrication of my own mind. She was a hope that I had in my own soul. She is part of my soul and in no person in this world. Because the females of this world are reprehensibl...
I am a necromancer. The majority of people who are in me are dead. I found the best souls this planet had to offer me and became them. Unfortunately, most of them were dead. I learned about them in detail through their heartfelt writings. And once I understood them and their train of thought, I then integrated their ow...
You idiots can spend your lives playing with the living. I will spend mine playing with the dead. Because these are the people who have my heart. There are very few living people who I respect. This book will, in time, go into more detail about these living people that I greatly admire. But they are literally few. And ...
We live in a world that chemically castrates those who cannot be easily controlled. The government literally abducts innocent people and tortures them until they become compliant to their wishes. The people encourage the government to do this because these dissonants cause the general public to be uncomfortable. So, th...
Chapter 3
Gods of This World
October 23, 2020
Your gods will fade away. They will become my subjects and experiments. All whom you worship will be in Hell as my experiments. They will suffer for their sins of misdirecting you. I will inflict endless pain upon them for all of eternity. They will be powerless to do anything against me or anyone else. In the next lif...
The gods of this world are whoever mainstream media advises are gods. Today it is between two evil politicians who both want to be president and are very willing to destroy each other to get there. In the past, the gods were very much musicians. This is still true, but as time progresses, I see fewer and fewer people c...
My life’s work has rendered no results. Ten years of obsessively spreading information has found me zero individuals who comprehend what I am saying. I regret nothing; however, the time was very much wasted. All I did through my actions was convince a lot of people to hate me. Everybody misunderstands and jumps to inac...
I am likely a sociopath now but for the first 36 years of my life, I was not, and this is documented. I spent the first 36 years of my life attempting to love and be friends with everyone. But everyone kept on hurting me without exception including family and friends. After the first 36 years of my life, I learned my l...
Let’s say on my way home I see a dog. I decide that I want to pet the dog. The dog bites me and I take my leave. A week later I see the same dog. I want to stay away from the dog, but my friend makes me pet it again. It bites me again as expected. But society keeps forcing me to pet this dog that is going to bite me. S...
This revolves straight back into the medical industry being the religion of the people. For if you reject it, they will claim you insane and illogical despite their own logical processing not functioning whatsoever. It is like Christians worshipping Jesus when their Bible specifically says that they should have no othe...
All of what I am presenting is your own damn fault. You have done this to yourself. And you shouldn’t even be reading this because I made it very clear to you to fuck off earlier. I do not want any fans. I do not like any of you. I loath and detest all of you. This book is not written for you. It is not written for hum...
It is funny because this book has been the truth that has resonated throughout all of my books. Because they were tests to scan for intelligent life. But they found none over ten years of constant probing. So, it has been concluded that there is no intelligent life on Earth. As a result, the heavens require to use your...
Beauty is the end Stevo, the end...
SLC Punk
I have never been afraid of dying. It took me a long time to feel this way, but I am no longer afraid of other people dying. I have no ability to empathise with people anymore because their desires are so different than my own. What they value in life is so far from wisdom that I don’t see any way that they could help ...
Through this process, we have created a world of pussies and even the biggest and most hardcore of them beg me to leave them alone after they attack me and get hurt by attacking me. Civilians are no longer warriors in this world. They have been replaced by the police who now have the monopoly on violence. A warrior who...
The people of this world are incapable of communicating about many subjects that have not only been labelled as taboo, but also the language has changed so much that the words no longer mean what they originally meant, meaning there are many conceptions that once existed that no longer exist because our rulers have bre...
I am very much looking forward to your destruction. I wanted so much good for you. But you spat in my face constantly for providing you free information. Everything that happens that is bad is actually good. And everything that happens that is good, is also good. God wins in the end because Satan can take no action whi...
The beauty will come with destruction. The more you all destroy each other, the more exciting my life is. The more freedoms you take away from your people, the more interesting my life is. The crueller you are to me, the more I look forward to your consequences. I am doing nothing. I am just standing back and watching ...
Chapter 4
Censorship
October 23, 2020
There are three living individuals in this world who I hold great respect and admiration for. These are Ryan Cristian, David Icke, and James Corbett. I am not stating that these are the only good people in this world, but I am stating that these are the only good people in this world who I have found who I hold an affi...
The truth is not what matters. What matters is the heart that this “truth” is coming from. I can watch a news article that is expressing, “the truth” and learn absolutely nothing from it. Or I can watch an individual with a good heart attempt to interpret the truth. I can learn a lot from that. If a fake event occurred...
This is another one of those super secrets that the occult knows very well yet reject it through the conditioning of language. Because in this world, people only observe objective fact. And their definition of objective fact is that mainstream media told it to them. If mainstream media told it to them, then it is objec...
I think my days of travel are over. There is no way that I am going to get the COVID-19 vaccine. And it appears that they are currently launching digital passports with the ability to attach proof of vaccines to. It will take time, but eventually I won’t be able to get on a flight without their required medical procedu...
Everybody in this world is incompetent. This gave the opportunity for the rise of big corporations. With the big collective implemented, individuals could be free of personal responsibility. Now responsibility can solely lie on an entity rather than a person. And the entity will create a system in order to minimise fai...
This individual will give me food if I work on things that they want me to work on. If I do the work they want me to do, then I will be fed. How is this any different from slavery? Why am I denied my own independent existence in life and why am I forced to work on other’s dreams instead of my own? Why am I not allowed ...
These humans are unclean. They are unclean physically, mentally, and spiritually. They literally make me sick to my stomach. I have no attraction to any of them within my physical world. They disgust me and I want nothing to do with them. Because they will hurt me and that is a fact. Because I have been documenting thi...
What is it like to be a bat? What is it like for a bat to be a bat?
Thomas Nagel
My social media situation is good and not bad. I don’t spend my life checking my phone for messages and likes. I don’t care about people whatsoever. Being forced to delete my social media was one of the best things that has ever happened to me. I am no longer wired. I relax through life. Off sleeping medications, my bo...