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I knew that such assurance was folly, knew instinctively that the |
machine was removed out of my reach. My breath came with pain. I |
suppose I covered the whole distance from the hill crest to the |
little lawn, two miles perhaps, in ten minutes. And I am not a young |
man. I cursed aloud, as I ran, at my confident folly in leaving the |
machine, wasting good breath thereby. I cried aloud, and none |
answered. Not a creature seemed to be stirring in that moonlit |
world. |
'When I reached the lawn my worst fears were realized. Not a trace |
of the thing was to be seen. I felt faint and cold when I faced the |
empty space among the black tangle of bushes. I ran round it |
furiously, as if the thing might be hidden in a corner, and then |
stopped abruptly, with my hands clutching my hair. Above me towered |
the sphinx, upon the bronze pedestal, white, shining, leprous, in |
the light of the rising moon. It seemed to smile in mockery of my |
dismay. |
'I might have consoled myself by imagining the little people had put |
the mechanism in some shelter for me, had I not felt assured of |
their physical and intellectual inadequacy. That is what dismayed |
me: the sense of some hitherto unsuspected power, through whose |
intervention my invention had vanished. Yet, for one thing I felt |
assured: unless some other age had produced its exact duplicate, |
the machine could not have moved in time. The attachment of the |
levers--I will show you the method later--prevented any one from |
tampering with it in that way when they were removed. It had moved, |
and was hid, only in space. But then, where could it be? |
'I think I must have had a kind of frenzy. I remember running |
violently in and out among the moonlit bushes all round the sphinx, |
and startling some white animal that, in the dim light, I took for a |
small deer. I remember, too, late that night, beating the bushes |
with my clenched fist until my knuckles were gashed and bleeding |
from the broken twigs. Then, sobbing and raving in my anguish of |
mind, I went down to the great building of stone. The big hall was |
dark, silent, and deserted. I slipped on the uneven floor, and fell |
over one of the malachite tables, almost breaking my shin. I lit a |
match and went on past the dusty curtains, of which I have told you. |
'There I found a second great hall covered with cushions, upon |
which, perhaps, a score or so of the little people were sleeping. I |
have no doubt they found my second appearance strange enough, coming |
suddenly out of the quiet darkness with inarticulate noises and the |
splutter and flare of a match. For they had forgotten about matches. |
"Where is my Time Machine?" I began, bawling like an angry child, |
laying hands upon them and shaking them up together. It must have |
been very queer to them. Some laughed, most of them looked sorely |
frightened. When I saw them standing round me, it came into my head |
that I was doing as foolish a thing as it was possible for me to do |
under the circumstances, in trying to revive the sensation of fear. |
For, reasoning from their daylight behaviour, I thought that fear |
must be forgotten. |
'Abruptly, I dashed down the match, and, knocking one of the people |
over in my course, went blundering across the big dining-hall again, |
out under the moonlight. I heard cries of terror and their little |
feet running and stumbling this way and that. I do not remember all |
I did as the moon crept up the sky. I suppose it was the unexpected |
nature of my loss that maddened me. I felt hopelessly cut off from |
my own kind--a strange animal in an unknown world. I must have raved |
to and fro, screaming and crying upon God and Fate. I have a memory |
of horrible fatigue, as the long night of despair wore away; of |
looking in this impossible place and that; of groping among moon-lit |
ruins and touching strange creatures in the black shadows; at last, |
of lying on the ground near the sphinx and weeping with absolute |
wretchedness. I had nothing left but misery. Then I slept, and when |
I woke again it was full day, and a couple of sparrows were hopping |
round me on the turf within reach of my arm. |
'I sat up in the freshness of the morning, trying to remember how |
I had got there, and why I had such a profound sense of desertion |
and despair. Then things came clear in my mind. With the plain, |
reasonable daylight, I could look my circumstances fairly in the |
face. I saw the wild folly of my frenzy overnight, and I could |
reason with myself. "Suppose the worst?" I said. "Suppose the |
machine altogether lost--perhaps destroyed? It behoves me to be |
calm and patient, to learn the way of the people, to get a clear |
idea of the method of my loss, and the means of getting materials |
and tools; so that in the end, perhaps, I may make another." That |
would be my only hope, perhaps, but better than despair. And, after |
all, it was a beautiful and curious world. |
'But probably, the machine had only been taken away. Still, I must |
be calm and patient, find its hiding-place, and recover it by force |
or cunning. And with that I scrambled to my feet and looked about |
me, wondering where I could bathe. I felt weary, stiff, and |
travel-soiled. The freshness of the morning made me desire an equal |
freshness. I had exhausted my emotion. Indeed, as I went about |
my business, I found myself wondering at my intense excitement |
overnight. I made a careful examination of the ground about the |
little lawn. I wasted some time in futile questionings, conveyed, as |
well as I was able, to such of the little people as came by. They |
all failed to understand my gestures; some were simply stolid, some |
thought it was a jest and laughed at me. I had the hardest task in |
the world to keep my hands off their pretty laughing faces. It was |
a foolish impulse, but the devil begotten of fear and blind anger |
was ill curbed and still eager to take advantage of my perplexity. |
The turf gave better counsel. I found a groove ripped in it, about |
midway between the pedestal of the sphinx and the marks of my feet |
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