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when I left her was very great, her expostulations at the parting |
were sometimes frantic, and I think, altogether, I had as much |
trouble as comfort from her devotion. Nevertheless she was, somehow, |
a very great comfort. I thought it was mere childish affection that |
made her cling to me. Until it was too late, I did not clearly know |
what I had inflicted upon her when I left her. Nor until it was too |
late did I clearly understand what she was to me. For, by merely |
seeming fond of me, and showing in her weak, futile way that she |
cared for me, the little doll of a creature presently gave my return |
to the neighbourhood of the White Sphinx almost the feeling of |
coming home; and I would watch for her tiny figure of white and gold |
so soon as I came over the hill. |
'It was from her, too, that I learned that fear had not yet left the |
world. She was fearless enough in the daylight, and she had the |
oddest confidence in me; for once, in a foolish moment, I made |
threatening grimaces at her, and she simply laughed at them. But she |
dreaded the dark, dreaded shadows, dreaded black things. Darkness |
to her was the one thing dreadful. It was a singularly passionate |
emotion, and it set me thinking and observing. I discovered then, |
among other things, that these little people gathered into the great |
houses after dark, and slept in droves. To enter upon them without a |
light was to put them into a tumult of apprehension. I never found |
one out of doors, or one sleeping alone within doors, after dark. |
Yet I was still such a blockhead that I missed the lesson of that |
fear, and in spite of Weena's distress I insisted upon sleeping away |
from these slumbering multitudes. |
'It troubled her greatly, but in the end her odd affection for me |
triumphed, and for five of the nights of our acquaintance, including |
the last night of all, she slept with her head pillowed on my arm. |
But my story slips away from me as I speak of her. It must have been |
the night before her rescue that I was awakened about dawn. I had |
been restless, dreaming most disagreeably that I was drowned, and |
that sea anemones were feeling over my face with their soft palps. |
I woke with a start, and with an odd fancy that some greyish animal |
had just rushed out of the chamber. I tried to get to sleep again, |
but I felt restless and uncomfortable. It was that dim grey hour |
when things are just creeping out of darkness, when everything is |
colourless and clear cut, and yet unreal. I got up, and went down |
into the great hall, and so out upon the flagstones in front of the |
palace. I thought I would make a virtue of necessity, and see the |
sunrise. |
'The moon was setting, and the dying moonlight and the first pallor |
of dawn were mingled in a ghastly half-light. The bushes were inky |
black, the ground a sombre grey, the sky colourless and cheerless. |
And up the hill I thought I could see ghosts. There several times, |
as I scanned the slope, I saw white figures. Twice I fancied I saw |
a solitary white, ape-like creature running rather quickly up the |
hill, and once near the ruins I saw a leash of them carrying some |
dark body. They moved hastily. I did not see what became of them. |
It seemed that they vanished among the bushes. The dawn was still |
indistinct, you must understand. I was feeling that chill, |
uncertain, early-morning feeling you may have known. I doubted |
my eyes. |
'As the eastern sky grew brighter, and the light of the day came on |
and its vivid colouring returned upon the world once more, I scanned |
the view keenly. But I saw no vestige of my white figures. They were |
mere creatures of the half light. "They must have been ghosts," I |
said; "I wonder whence they dated." For a queer notion of Grant |
Allen's came into my head, and amused me. If each generation die and |
leave ghosts, he argued, the world at last will get overcrowded with |
them. On that theory they would have grown innumerable some Eight |
Hundred Thousand Years hence, and it was no great wonder to see four |
at once. But the jest was unsatisfying, and I was thinking of these |
figures all the morning, until Weena's rescue drove them out of my |
head. I associated them in some indefinite way with the white animal |
I had startled in my first passionate search for the Time Machine. |
But Weena was a pleasant substitute. Yet all the same, they were |
soon destined to take far deadlier possession of my mind. |
'I think I have said how much hotter than our own was the weather |
of this Golden Age. I cannot account for it. It may be that the sun |
was hotter, or the earth nearer the sun. It is usual to assume that |
the sun will go on cooling steadily in the future. But people, |
unfamiliar with such speculations as those of the younger Darwin, |
forget that the planets must ultimately fall back one by one into |
the parent body. As these catastrophes occur, the sun will blaze |
with renewed energy; and it may be that some inner planet had |
suffered this fate. Whatever the reason, the fact remains that the |
sun was very much hotter than we know it. |
'Well, one very hot morning--my fourth, I think--as I was seeking |
shelter from the heat and glare in a colossal ruin near the great |
house where I slept and fed, there happened this strange thing: |
Clambering among these heaps of masonry, I found a narrow gallery, |
whose end and side windows were blocked by fallen masses of stone. |
By contrast with the brilliancy outside, it seemed at first |
impenetrably dark to me. I entered it groping, for the change from |
light to blackness made spots of colour swim before me. Suddenly I |
halted spellbound. A pair of eyes, luminous by reflection against |
the daylight without, was watching me out of the darkness. |
'The old instinctive dread of wild beasts came upon me. I clenched |
my hands and steadfastly looked into the glaring eyeballs. I was |
afraid to turn. Then the thought of the absolute security in which |
humanity appeared to be living came to my mind. And then I |
remembered that strange terror of the dark. Overcoming my fear to |
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