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I like this new posting via e-mail feature. Isn't it cool?I can't figure out how to remove the annoying MSN link though. It's the drawback. The Big Boss is so funny. He's this really nice old man in his 70's who walks around in really bright colored sweaters and makes these hilarious announcements over the PA about the...
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I got my resume redone, and it looks fabulous. Thanks to the lady at the firm, it looks more beautiful than ever, and I think it might be a hit. If only I could get over my fear of interviews- but I guess the only way to do that is to keep going on them and to keep getting used to being in that kind of situation.
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I'm working on updating my template before I do anything else. I'm going to post mostly job-related links, and I think i'll eventually have a volunteer links section as well, since volunteering is what keeps most unemployed people sane (that and a handy bottle of wine). I won't link to many personal blogs like I do ove...
law
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Maybe this article could serve as inspiration to not give up my until-now fruitless job search. Just maybe. I'm always cautiously optimistic about these things because articles are just articles until you have any sort of personal experience. If the UK media reports it, it must be true? Seriously doubtful. But, there's...
law
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Well, no, more like three actually. Three being the number of days per week to which they might (or will definitely) cut my hours. I'm not happy about this. I have rent! I have to be able to live! I just don't know what to do. Well, find a new job is one of the options, obviously, but I had been hoping to stay here as ...
law
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The thing about articles like these is that they give and take hope at will. Job cuts are up! But they're down from last year! Really! We swear! So how bad was it last year, when I graduated? Pretty bad, apparently. Has it gotten better? Sort of. Well, that depends on how much you believe these articles and analyses of...
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My stay here at Corp HQ is going to be extended by about 2 weeks. They figured out how to give me more hours, ever since I threatened to find other work- so now i'm helping out one of the exec's assistants get out from her pile of work that's been building up for many weeks. We'll see how this is going to work. It give...
law
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i'm back from the track meet...they made me run shuttle hurdles (but i didn't fall, yea me!)...all is gravy except for the weather...we are having freakin tornado warnings and shit...geeezz its crazy, i was like walkin thru my front yard to get to my car and i almost over came the laws of gravity when the wind picked m...
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wow, its early...Joey is picking me up in 20 minutes for the track meet...i have to high jump today and its supposed to ran :(...oh well. i hope i do alright cuz lately i've been suckin real bad, hehe. Mom and dad got pissed cuz i told them Joey would be at the meet, "he might distract you, Jennifer"...bullcrap. he'll ...
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Hey its my first day writing on this so just some background about me... Jennifer Nicole Lucas is my name :) I am completely in love with my boyfriend of about 1 year, Joey and I go to Huntington High I really only got this thing so I could vent all my stresses and traumas i experience thru-out the summer and stuff lik...
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on a whole - today was a WAY better day than yesterday 'cept that I couldn't really highjump cuz my side hurts...hmmm...more injuries i went to the mall with Joey and bought some picture frames to hang some nice pictures in...:) my room is gonna look cool when I finally finish the 3 year process of remodeling my room.....
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i feel like poop today, here's what happened.... 1. hair looks like crap cuz its raining in the morning 2. shoes and socks get soaked cuz its raining and i step in a puddle going to school 3. lost the election to JENNIFER LYNCH...come'on now guys 4. get sick at track and have to leave early 5. miss Joey's suprise visit...
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today at school i had to get on camera and read my platform for the whole school...hope everyone liked seeing me SUPER nervous. tomorrow is the big day...elections, geez i'm nervosus I'm working on my history Multi-genre paper right now...and its not looking pretty, at this rate...i'll be stuck in the house all weekend...
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hey ya'll...today was extremely uneventful, save the trip to walmart with mom to get screws for MY NEW IKEA SHELVES!!! yey! school was fine, i'm still really stressed about MG. oh yea, i spelled Sadie wrong yesterday, sorry Laura...Dad and Sean are going out of town this weekend! and Mom is working 11pm - 8am...PARTY A...
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I feel like a fraud sometimes but I am really just confused I never defined myself, never thought I would have to I thought being me would be enough I am not sure who that is anymore. I live in a world of labels If I hide my contents I may be mistake for an empty jar My jar is far from empty There is still room for per...
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Love poetry is interesting to write. Someone once said that all the love songs have been written, and in away they sorta have. However, as long as there are lovers and poets there will be love songs and I am not an exception: You (June 30, 2004) You are so damn beautiful I wish I was beautiful and had something to offe...
education
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I have decided that my poetry can never reach it's full art potential if noone ever reads it, for my creative process is only one step in the process of art. I need people to interpret it and relate to it to be real. So, I am going to be posting my art here. It is a seperate entity from my blog rants, and deserves its ...
education
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(D1 - Sept. 24/03, D2 - June 30, 04) I crave sweet kisses upon my lips A place to lean my shoulder Two hands upon my hips Fingers grazing gently the small of my back that escort me through doorways or try to make me laugh Hair to run my fingers through the caress of an eyelash A soul to run through rain with and in pud...
education
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The other day I was having lunch with a pastor from the church I grew up in. He and I were talking about how churches rely so much on strategy. If you walk through a Christian book store you'll find all sorts of books on how to do church. Now I'm not going to be the guy that sits here and says that those books are wron...
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leo
"Enter through the narrow gate. For wide is the gate and broad is the road that leads to destruction, and many enter through it. But small is the gate and narrow the road that leads to life, and only a few find it." .matthew 7:13-14 What's the difference between the wider path and the narrow one? Thus far in my life I'...
non-profit
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leo
I love baseball. The past two days I've really really enjoyed watching the first two games of the Yankees v. Cubs series. I know many of my friends don't appreciate how amazing baseball is, but truly, there is not another sport that draws me in like baseball. It just feels right. Today Roger Clemens tried for the third...
non-profit
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leo
I'm back at 'em. It's been a little under a year and I've decided to get back to it. Not sure that there's much to add tonight, but I will be adding many different thoughts to this page over the next couple of weeks. If you get board with the stuff here, head on over to Midwest Mindset for debate over what me, my broth...
non-profit
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leo
I guess the point of a blog, at least a good blog, is to start posting whenever one gets a chance. I however have failed over the past year of actually posting much of anything. I've dedcided that I am going to take action though, and start posting whenever possible, about whatever I want. This weekend is about half ov...
non-profit
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leo
Sometimes I wish I knew what I was doing. At this moment I am speaking specifically of creating this blog. I have tried to steal some html code, but what we've gotten out of that is some unwanted bullet points. Not that important I know, but if anyone "accidently" reads this post and knows how to fix it, let me know. M...
non-profit
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I've found myself watching the WE network recently. [WE of course stands for Women's Entertainment] I'm sure that for some of you that is slightly alarming, but to be honest I have good reason. In the middle of the afternoon WE shows Ned & Stacy as well as Two Guys and a Girl. In their day I was a big fan of both of th...
non-profit
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So I've been thinking a lot about this movie, The Last Samurai. While I know the point of the movie was not what I've been thinking about, let me let you in on the ideas that have been perculating for so long. Meri and I went to see another attempt to get Tom Cruise an Oscar nomination right in the middle of the Christ...
non-profit
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I'm having so much fun with my newly shaved pussy that I thought a quick trip to the store sans panties might be fun. I drove down to Smiths and walked in, wearing some white skorts (yes, I know they're a little passé, but they're just what I needed for this little adventure), a white, semi-opaque cotton blouse that I ...
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Okay, so I just got back from a meeting today at the Scottsdale Conference Resort, and I met a girl there from California named Melissa. She's really sweet, probably half Hispanic from her looks (brunette, warm brown eyes, tan skin), about 5' 5" and slightly chubby, but definitely not fat. She was wearing a stylish sum...
businessservices
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Here's a fantasy I've been having lately about some of my co-workers. Sandra is a cute little hispanic girl about 28 or 29, and about 5'3" or so. She's very thin and has cute wavy layered auburn hair. I've often noticed and complimented her on her apparel, and she's always been very nice to me. One afternoon I found my...
businessservices
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Last night, I rode the bus around town without a bra or panties. I wore a mini (yes, I've got a few) and a halter top. Sadly, there weren't very many people riding the bus, but that actually worked out to my advantage for most of the trip. I figured the bus would be a great place to explore my exhibitionist side becaus...
businessservices
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Ok, so here's my fantasy about the mail guy (doesn't every girl have one?): the mail guy comes into my office to deliver (what else but) the mail, wearing those little blue shorts he wears in the summer time. He bends over to supposedly pick up a letter that he "accidentally" dropped. He then says he has to tie his sho...
businessservices
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Ok, so tonight I went to a movie ("Troy" - Brad Pitt is simply yummy!) with Lindsey, Toni, Tony, Kathy, Jim, Sammie, Ken, and Jasmin. Group outings are the best because no one person is constantly right by you and watching you and stuff. I wore a sexy black mini tonight so I'd have easy access tonight during the movie ...
businessservices
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Well, I shaved my pussy almost completely bald this morning in the shower. I left a little rectangular hair swatch, just like all the porn ladies do. To make things interesting, I wore a short skirt to work today with no panties. Not a mini, but definitely something to catch a few glances. I doubt any of the guys can s...
businessservices
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There's a reason why I'm P. Whipped. After a very happy reunion for a whole solid week, She Who Must Be Obeyed (SWMBO) is back in form and has plonked me firmly into the dog house. The bottom-line result of this is that instead of spending the requisite "quality time" with her, I'm back in front of the XBox. On to the ...
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Although the XBox was used heavily for playing DVDs this weekend, I was able to fire up Crimson Skies for a couple of hours, just to try to get back into the swing of things. You see, I have a friend who just recently picked up XBL and CS. He is not into racing, so I rejoined my Crimson Skies experience so that I can g...
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My wife returned from a month out of the country, so (strangely enough) I am not playing on my XBox. I am otherwise occupied. However, I will probably be getting on this coming weekend, so I will relate tales as they occur. I now have five friends on XBL, so I can usually find someone to play with when I am on. Just to...
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I'm pretty new to the XBox, but due to a windfall of cash, I am now throughly set up. My list of games: Armed & Dangerous Beyond Good & Evil Blinx: Time Sweeper Buffy the Vampire Slayer Crimson Skies: High Road to Revenge Dead or Alive 3 Dead or Alive Xtreme Beach Volleyball Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind (GOTY) Enter th...
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No one was online last night, so I decided to do more of my Amateur Career in RalliSport Challenge 2. I guess I'm getting pretty good at driving games, because I'm not having any problems. Sure, the occasional bobble here and there, but I've gotten 20 points on each race (which is the max) and I'm nearly done. Of cours...
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Well, Charon (now aka OrpheusSail) has succumbed to peer pressure and bought an XBox. He has gotten XBL and PGR2 as well (as required), so we'll have more racers in our little group. We may have to form a clan soon. I picked up RalliSport Challenge 2 last night and ran the first race on the "Amateur" level. I was not v...
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While assembling a deck table, I downloaded my Rainbow Six 3 content. Then I tried the first mission. It's a pretty tough one, and I didn't get as far on it as I did when I played on Saturday. I am definately a more cautious player than Ed, who also played on Saturday. I started again on Morrowind as well. I've just be...
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haaah...with just a little kaya and of course the Holy Spirit ....man ....is never the same again. For many life have never been easy....the moment wen something happen, they phreak out and run around is small circles and start pulling their hair...kinda like the small kid ..wildberry cartoon...or the Tasmanian Devil. ...
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twenties
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haaahhh...after the Cf, i am here surfing, downloading, blogging with the Gavin, Mel and Lawrence here in Starbucks...and soon later doing Word today. Had an interesting time with Jennifer and Ee ling ... Life is like kaya n bread....like i always said... Check my mail today and no job offer yet ,,,welll like any other...
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Woohhh...drip..drip...kaya flowing down from this jar and buttered smooth bread...and then My saliva drips with satisfaction ....ahhh.... Early morning i went to UQ to check out what the ah beng and ah nian who have studies have been talking about and lo and behold it is as described . Beautiful and nice view with scen...
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uhh..the land of the down under, the land of hakuna matata ....PR in aussie...i am captivated ...a place where i , my wive and my children could grow up with no worries....ahh...aiyak...blink ..blink.. only a dream...yawwnnnn... 4 days to go ...to enjoy in the bliss coldness of the weather in Brisbane and coming back t...
technology
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capricorn
hmm...to think that someone challenged me a chicken to come back is utterly nonsense but then again...it is juz wai ngan..i mean he have a tough time missing me... Brisbane and Perth have so much to offer a tarzan like me...i mean this is the first and probably the last time i visit another country overseas and be able...
technology
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haaah...life here in aussie is so great, ahhh if only the girl is here wif me,,...wonder when is she coming to Brisbane , maybe we can go out together. i have of course extended my trip here in Brisbane so that i can come home with her.ahh juz kidding... i have found out that God have blessed my entire family here in A...
technology
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twenties
capricorn
Woohhh....the days here in Perth are pretty cool with so many activities, especially when u have a syndicate full of unco - operative people , until the activity of a Faerie Tale. People from the usual group , suddenly their brains have lubrication and their creative juices flows, what with the stories, sceneries, clot...
technology
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capricorn
hooh...i am in Perth now....thanks to the Capt Ramlan who landed the plane in the land of Down Under in a "special way" Firstly the plane did a shake from left to right and right to left....with the inflight food which sucks and forced to smile flight attendants. The plane bounced 3 times before settling down on the gr...
technology
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twenties
capricorn
Memorial Day Weekend. I love 3 day weekends! Well, who doesn't. I got a lot done this weekend. My friends Cindy and Al bought me a new computer desk and shelf for my birthday. I ended up gutting my room and rearranging everything. It's quite nice. It needed to be cleaned desperately. I also went out and bought a matchi...
technology
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taurus
Well, today was my 34th birthday. It was a good day...no one forgot. Last Sunday, I had a birthday party with my friends and got some nice gifts. Tonight, I had dinner with some friends at Carrabba's. The food was excellent and I had a great time. Normally, I don't think I feel older on my birthday -- well, except mayb...
technology
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taurus
I received an award today at work... Supply Chain Excellence Award for 1st Quarter 2003, from the Avon Glenview facility. I was very surprised. It was a nice moment.... I think I'll take my coworkers to lunch tomorrow.... (Just looked at the menu for tomorrow, baked pork chop. Yuck. Definitely going out.)
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taurus
Due to increasing bandwidth and storage requirements, my entire website will be moving to another server in the very near future. I also have a completely new design for the main page. I haven't touched the current page in years and it looks like crap. I'll still be with the same web host, Interland , just on a newer, ...
technology
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taurus
Well, today was a fun packed day. I went to see Finding Nemo with Cindy and Al and Alex. It was a great movie, very funny, and very cute. Ellen DeGeneres is a riot. It was much more enjoyable than Matrix Reloaded . After that, I went ATVing with Al and Cindy. Now, that was something different. It was kind of scary, but...
technology
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taurus
I went to see The Matrix Reloaded tonight. It was good, not great, but good. I don't really get why people get so worked up about The Matrix . Sure, the special effects are good, but how many slow-motion fight scenes can they pack into a movie? Apparently, not enough. But, who am I to say; I'm a Star Wars and Star Trek...
technology
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taurus
The plan was to drive out this afternoon/evening sometime once we got things all packed up, but things are going a bit slower than we had expected (predictable, of course) and the likelihood of our getting out of here today is getting slimmer and slimmer. We really want to get on the road today! Getting out of here soo...
transportation
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twenties
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Has it ever occurred to you that moving is one of the most stressful things possible? Maybe it isn't like that for you; it is for me. I find the uprootedness puts me into an anti-productive state that I have to fight tooth and nail in order to accomplish anything. The concept of home is very important to me -- I need t...
transportation
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Well, the day has finally come. I waited and waited because I had planned on changing my template to have a completely new look to go along with the new address but that can come when I get around to it. So welcome one and all to the new (and soon to be improved) Onward and Upward, oau.blogspot.com -- I guess January 1...
transportation
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twenties
virgo
This will have to be quick -- borrowed computer time and all. We're here and almost what you might call "settled" -- although there's still lots to do. Sorry I haven't called, Hutch and E -- no phone service yet. I'll make up for it soon. Lots of thoughts to tell -- just got to figure out a computer situation. Thanks f...
transportation
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twenties
virgo
- Life is good. I don't know how else to put it other than to say that it is simply wonderful to be back in the Northwest. This recent time in So Cal gave me an appreciation (and maybe even a love??) for that area that I haven't had in a while, but it sure doesn't compare with the joy and comfort of being *home* back i...
transportation
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twenties
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We have now been in the new apartment for a week -- and I guess I've had a full week of work as well. Doesn't seem like it's been that long already! And yet it feels like California is a lifetime away in the past. Funny how those things work. Hutch is letting me use his internet connection for a minute here as we still...
transportation
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twenties
virgo
I missed the last few days of my journal. Spent the last half of the weekend in the hospital with a spastic colon ... GOD that sucks. Started a mini drawing after reading a Poppy Z. Brite book .. her first. Lost Souls. It looks pretty good and I am actually surprised! I am heading back to bed now before the Boogums get...
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got Quake 3 yesterday. I know I know .... its an old game with an addon already... But it is one of those things that I have wanted but just never could justify spending the money on it. Anyway, I found it at Futureshop for $29.00 Canadian which I thought was a steal. My next purchase is Diablo II! Another game I just ...
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sagittarius
... I know that he is going to think I rejected him because I quit on the work so early in the game.... but the whole feel of what he was doing was just pornography.... (not that there is anything wrong with porn) ... but it is not what I want to express.... there are enough porn sites on the Internet and I wanted mine...
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sagittarius
I realize that I have become narrow focused. Which in some cases is good. But I realize that it is mostly because of theWorm. Today Dragon was trying to tell me about Ethiopian churches and I blew it off as unimportant. But actually it would have been interesting. But since it didn't have anything to do with Art or com...
arts
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sagittarius
I found out my kids computer had the SirCam virus and so did I. Got it from a friend sending email. I had to reformat their drive because I couldn't get it off of their's but it came off of mine ok. It's not why I had to format my drive because it happened RIGHT after I formatted it. But the good news is I bought the k...
arts
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sagittarius
Searching and writing down all your favorites and interests is a good way to get to know yourself. Some things might surprise you. I always envied those people with large lists of things they knew about themselves. Huge biographies and lists of interests and things they wanted to do with their lives, things they have d...
arts
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The Whale Rider by Witi Ihimaera: This is a novel about a Maori girl, who is a descendent of Kahutia Te Rangi, the legendary "whale rider." She is the one who has broken the lineage (being a girl) and her grandfather doesn't quite realize that this girl has all the talents and the abilities to be their next leader (onc...
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twenties
sagittarius
A Good Man is Hard to Find and other stories by Flannery O'Connor This book was a collection of O'Connor's short stories, including "A good Man is Hard to Find," "Good Country People," and "The Life You Save May Be Your Own." The stories are all set in the post WWII South. The stories deal with religion, spirituality, ...
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sagittarius
Under the Tuscan Sun : I started off really enjoying this book. It was as if I was right there with them fixing up the house and I was almost relieved when they (Frances Mayes and her significant other) could finally enjoy their new home and all the responsibilities that came along with it. Mostly the book kept getting...
non-profit
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Sushi For Beginners by Marian Keyes: Lisa Edwards, a London-based magazine editor, gets "promoted" by the company she works for to launch a new glossy magazine in Dublin. Ashling Kennedy gets hired to become Lisa's assistant editor and is ecstatic about her new job (unlike Lisa who feels like she's been demoted).The no...
non-profit
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female
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twenties
sagittarius
On Death and Dying by Elzabeth Kbler-Ross: This book was very informative and interesting. It takes us through the 5 stages (or 5 responses, if stages seem to concrete to you) that people seem to experience when they are dying. The book has a lot of interviews with patients and their family members, and we also get the...
non-profit
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twenties
sagittarius
I can carry 5 grocery bags, plus my 6 pound purse, and hold my son's hand while walking to the front door. I don't care if he wipes his nose on my shirt. I feel a deep heartache when I see a couple pass me, his arm wrapped tightly around her waist- as an old woman would wrap a worn comforter around herself to keep out ...
government
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The little white church in Honduras with palm trees giving shade to all who pass along the road that oyster shells have made. The road that leads down to the beach where one can always find, an eager chase, children abound under the bright sunshine. The bells that call the sinners home that I will all ignore; for my sa...
government
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government
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Do you know that sadness lump in your throat? When you think of your loved one with another? Your private temple has been replaced. I want to light an altar to God, clench tiny statues of saints and Buddha. Will the Blessed Mother wipe away my tears? Hang prayer flags as high as I can, burn incense, feel the comfort of...
government
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government
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I feel so sad today. I miss the feeling of knowing someone loved me. It was you. Now all we do is exchange terse emails to each other. I eat, or smoke to rid my mind of you. Last night staying awake until I was almost asleep on my feet. Anything so I won't be imagining you holding someone else. I cannot give you the vi...
government
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government
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capricorn
Night tears are falling, stars left behind. I put on my old flannel pajamas, No more silk teddies. I can't focus on the TV, but music draws me. But only the sad ones that make my little boy cry. He doesn't understand it but those sad chords have a power over the heart, one can't control. The bitterness in me, over wast...
government
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government
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thirties-plus
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The interesting thing is not that I would stand barefoot in a field, playing catch with my son and stop to look at the pink sky, as my chest grows tight to hold back my tears, but that I would want to take everything that reminds me of you, a picture, a candle, a necklace- and chew them, grind them with my teeth to swa...
government
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government
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thirties-plus
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Apparently, the "evil" Jewish plot "revealed" in the Protocols of the Elders of Zion is to "keep the masses under firm control through an efficient government that will banish unemployment, apply taxations in proportion to wealth, encourage small business, and promote education." ( Blood in the Face , James Ridgeway) Z...
consulting
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female
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1502896
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consulting
25
twenties
pisces
Holy crap, the dentist depresses me. I went back again today, and read an article about online dating in the waiting room that was also very depressing. For a minute there I was sitting in the dentist chair feeling sure that all my teeth were going to fall out soon and that I'd be alone forever. Fortunately, right at t...
consulting
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female
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1502896
1502896:1
consulting
25
twenties
pisces
So, I'm thinking of being a hipster for Halloween. I've become kind of obsessed with them since I left NY. They're annoyingly omnipresent in The City, but there's an alarming lack of them in DC. Four years at Princeton convinced me that the presence of hipsters is a good measure of whether people in a community want to...
consulting
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female
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consulting
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twenties
pisces
So, I've been thinking about going back to teaching. This is kind of a strange thought to be rattling around in my head, given how loudly miserable I was when I actually was a teacher. Apparently, every time anyone who knows me hears someone say they're thinking about being a teacher, they're all, "You have to talk to ...
consulting
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female
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consulting
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twenties
pisces
So we partied last night. People ate cupcakes, although not nearly as many as would have been eaten at a party populated by 30 Annas. (Those are the leftovers on the right. Good god, that's a lot of cupcakes.) I rediscovered my old friend LEG, who is tremendous, in all senses of the word. We drank a lot of tequila toge...
consulting
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female
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1502896
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consulting
25
twenties
pisces
Leota, Megan and I are having a housewarming party. Party planning is stressful. Fortunately, this is going to be a very Anna party. For example, we're going to have a frost-your-own-cupcake bar. I've baked 118 cupcakes! I spent $30 on frosting alone! All my personal cupcake records, which were nothing to sneeze at, ha...
consulting
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female
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1502896
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consulting
25
twenties
pisces
Megan and I went to happy hour at Front Page last night, and it was a triumph of an evening, as long as you consider spilling cheese in a stranger's hair and not talking to anyone else a triumph. Which I do. Anyway, when I got home, I decided it would be a good idea to go jogging, despite the fact that I was still kind...
consulting
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female
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1502896
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consulting
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twenties
pisces
Haven't seen a bollywood flick in 2 weeks! The last I saw was Masti. I'll try and watch MHN this weekend. I have heard its quiet a SOB. Khichdi of all the recent bollywood hits & the hot toppic of Indo-Pak relationship. I've also heard the only saving grace in the movie is Sushmita Sen. Heard she looks ravishing in MHN...
internet
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internet
27
twenties
gemini
BHOOOOOOOOOOT!! Today is Kersasp's Birthday and its been exactly ONE year since I saw Bhoot starring Urmila, Ajay and Fardeen Khan. I remember, I, Kersasp, Carie, Anand, Rishi, Ritesh and Bhavna had gone to watch the movie. And this is what happened to some of us. (There were some who just didn't get affected by the mo...
internet
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female
0
1506385
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internet
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twenties
gemini
sony is selling to the public a small robotic dog named aibo . its list price is $1,800. fully-featured, aibo can see, feel, walk, bark, squirm, wag its tail, learn new tricks, and even respond to verbal commands--in essence, everything a real dog can do. like a real dog, it can express a wide range of emotions, such a...
humanresources
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female
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humanresources
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twenties
pisces
sorry, you are not an instant winner. sorry, you are not an instant winner. sorry, you are not an instant winner. how many twix do i need to eat before i get a free car? jeez. p.s. tim and i have the best conversations, EVER. Pixie5709 (8:06:20 AM): timothy! SupermanTRC (8:07:59 AM): yes! SupermanTRC signed off at 8:08...
humanresources
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humanresources
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twenties
pisces
the feeling i get when i open the refrigerator and realize that not much is in there is the same sinking feeling that i get when i talk to certain people. and i'll usually go back 5 minutes later to check again. yep. still nothing there. ugh. i hate drama. drama drama drama.... now back to our regularly scheduled broad...
humanresources
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female
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humanresources
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twenties
pisces
i'm not at the peak of mental stimulation these days. in fact, i'm pretty bored. i used to read quite a bit and work on the computer a lot, but as of recently, i've just been watching tv and getting sucked into petty television lives. i think i need to go back to school. no i *know* i need to go back to school. it's be...
humanresources
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female
0
151025
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humanresources
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twenties
pisces
Howdy Gents and sick women. Welcome to the nightmare that is Beer 'N' Porn . I make no apologies for what you may find here. Suffice it to say, this will be evidence of what happens when a group of your average no-nonsense type guys get together in the name of booze, cheap thrills, and intellectual conversation. This i...
internet
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male
1
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internet
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twenties
aries
Vituperation and Me Hello and welcome to the first installment of “ Vituperation and Me ” – a series in which I plan to express my loathing for those who have worked so very hard at proving themselves worthy of my wrath; The “Hollywood elite”, government hacks and quacks, anyone over 60, failed leadership ventures, cor...
internet
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male
1
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internet
24
twenties
aries
Welcome to the rest of your life – 6/9/03 It’s nine o’clock on a Friday night. Here I am, firmly planted in front of the TV, watching the Brewers (the Brew Crew, for crissakes) put a hurtin’ on the Red Sox. I have a 12 pack of Harp in the fridge, and five are already taken care of. My plans for tonight – aside from wri...
internet
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internet
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twenties
aries
So, here I am. Finally, I'm ready to add to this mess. Let me begin by introducing myself. My name is Jeffrey "---" Motola. I hope that my nickname doesn't sum it all up. If that is the case then I don't think that any effort made to be interesting or funny or pertinent will be worthwhile. We should leave the posting t...
internet
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1
1510754
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internet
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twenties
aries
Requiem for a Motivation - 7/23/03 I apologize in advance for this one - it's godawful long, and isn't very uplifting - kinda like Stienbeck. But it had to be said... Like any great philosophical insight, this one came to me out of the blue, while engrossed in any one of the trivial matters in which I spend my time. Fo...
internet
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male
1
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internet
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twenties
aries
“Hungry?” And Other Ridiculous Questions and Notions Hungry? What’s it like to be a grandma this time of year? Would anyone be interested in selling me one of their old tent poles? What ever became of the lad who brought me toast and jam? Where can gentlemen such as we purchase cattle at this hour? Who would ever aband...
internet
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male
1
1510754
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internet
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twenties
aries
Ladies and Gents!, Rather than posting another kooky article myself this week, I've decided to give in to the tear jerking whimpers and overwhelmingly adorable puppy brown eyes of the one and only... Brendan "HappyCutenessBunnyofUnendingPeril" Tormey... most folk just call him "Dandypants" or "Good ol' Mr. Jones". His ...
internet
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male
1
1510754
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internet
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twenties
aries
I Don’t Want to be a Statistic I don’t want to be a statistic. I fear that someday my individuality will be torn away with no consideration of how I want to be known. Those who keep me close in the life of the living may forget my idiosyncrasies. When I am dead all that will be remembered is how I died. A doctor will m...
internet
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male
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internet
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twenties
aries
couldn't death be as nearer as i wish it could be? no one knows how wanting i am for that fate upon me while young. and it's moments like these - where anger is not just anger - and the frustration kills me inside like a stake in my chest refusing to let go... where i can't handle the pressure. just when you think life...
communications-media
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female
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communications-media
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twenties
aquarius
alrite... i'm back in the game. i've been practically "out of comission" the past *almost* one week! down with an awful cough and cold ain't fun. it may have kept me away from the Net, but not from my darling laptop! i've finally got a new look for my webabode running. although the links and parts of it ain't done, at ...
communications-media
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female
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152088
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communications-media
25
twenties
aquarius